THANKSGIVING FOR 21 DECEMBER 2014

29 Dec 2014 marked 5 years since my colon resection.  I AM 5 YEARS CANCER FREE.  I thank God for the protection of me life and healing my time after time after time after time after time!  Each year of my life has been better and better and better and better and better!  So looking forward to 2015.  If it's a reflection of the past 58 years, YAHOO, I AM IN!  #CantNobodyDoMeLikeJesus!  

I have had many wonderful things happened this year (2014).  

*I retired after 28 years as an Army Civilian!  THANK YOU JESUS!  I have enjoyed the ride was glad I am off the roller coaster.  Many travels, met many people, learned a lot, enjoyed my life but was ready for a change.  I loved the people I worked with.  I can truly say God surrounded me with believers everywhere I went.  YEP - HE DOES THINGS LIKE THAT!  I stepped out in faith and God did the rest.  Now I'm officially a full-time tutor. 

*Retook a Calculus I class to renew my memory for tutoring.  Lord I had not taken Calc I since 1975.  Made an A.  I love distance learning classes.  You only go in to take tests.  MY KIND OF CLASSES.  YEAH!

*Started working as a part-time Math Lab Assistant at Calhoun Community College.  My dream job for JaniceTheTutor! ahahahahahah  I love sharing knowledge and seeing people's faces light up when they "GET IT"!  Doesn't take much to get me happy.  I love this TUTORING game!

*Signed up for the Calc II class to take in the Spring semester.  Had not taken this class since 1976.  Lord I am really dating myself here!  GO WASHU BEARS!

*Accepted my role as Pastor.  Guess I was afraid of leading a church and the Lord showed me that is not the only role of a Pastor.  I am to use my gift of leadership for his glory on another level (beyond that of the secular role I had on my job).  I was led to start PRAYER BOOTCAMPS to remind God's people of PRAYER, HOW TO PRAY, WHY TO PRAY, ETC.  We are so good at attending church and enjoying corporate prayer.  But there is a deeper level of prayer, one-on-one with the Lord.  So I am now Pastor Jan.

*I enjoyed BOTH Thanksgiving and Christmas with my Boobies!  The Lord blessed me with Boobie #6 this year!  My son and daughter-in-law are the greatest hosts.  Blessed!  My Lord turned over the torch to them!  GO FREE JANICE! ahahha ahahahahaa ahahahaha ahahaha

*I was able to drive 6 hours on Saturday, despite my cold.  We went to Jackson MS to pick up my mom and her car from my brother who lives in Dallas, TX.  I have not driven long trips since starting dialysis.  I am just too tired.  But, the Lord gave me the strength and fortitude to get her done!  I rely a lot on my driver - MY HUBBY!  This man will drive me to ends of the Earth and back if I ask him.  Since he is my care-giver, I try to drive myself as often as possible to give him a break.  He has been dialyzing me for for almost 2 years.  Gotta love a man who's there thru thick and thin.  We take care of each other!  THANK YOU JESUS FOR MY HUSBAND!

THAT'S ALL FOLKS!  TIME FOR SOMEBODY ELSE TO TESTIFY!

#walkitout

Must lose weight in order to qualify for transplant

THANKSGIVING FOR 29 DEC 2014

Lord I am so thankful!  Just for life,  breath, ability, use of my faculties, etc.

You know God is good when things just work / work out!  I bring to my memory the following bibles and I'm good to go!!!

Remember:  [ Jesus Comforts His Disciples ] John 14:1-3 NIV "Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me. My Father's house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.

Remember:  [Do Not Worry]  Matthew 6:25-34 (NIV)

25 "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? 26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?

28 "And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? 31 So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Remember:  Philippians 4:6 NIV

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition (supplication), with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

#walkitout!

To God be the GLORY!

JMI

DEAR GOD, 12-24-2014

Had a wonderful day today.  I was able to go to Dollar General and get some gifts for the kids.  I went yesterday but could not walk too long.  Even my grand-daughter asked me if I was all right.  I was trembling and perspiring.  Today I was perspiring but I was must stronger.  

THANKSGIVING FOR 26 DECEMBER 2014

FORGOT TO POST! SMILES!

Another Christmas with the family.  IT WAS GREAT.  Me and my Boobie #3 had a Rock and Roll Jamm Session (him on the drums and me Scatting - WE WERE GREAT!).  Me and Boobie #5 had a Rock and Roll Jam Session on the Piano.  We are going to have go in to the studio before we forget these words.  Of course, Boobie #4 did her usual singing to enhance each of the Jamm Sessions.  Boobie #1 really believes she's and artiste'.  Enamored with her art supplies.  And yall know Boobie #2 was only concern with this new wrist launcher!!  AHAHHAHA AHAHAHHA AHAHAH

NO MORE NOISE!!!

You know I was thinking!  I have let myself get DISTRACTED by NOISE on RADIO, TV, and in SOCIAL MEDIA!  I am known for doing my own thing!  I know God wants FIGHTING WOLVES in the trenches, not LITTLE LAMBS.  I have to get back to his business!

Did not see how working with the school system educates children falling through the crack, so as directed by the Lord I started the Math & Science Academy, Inc. (MSA - tutorial firm), Janice Mitchell Isbell Academy, Inc. (JMIA - school for students struggling in a traditional classroom), Redemption Christian School (RCS - support home schoolers), and Redemption Outreach Christian Ministries (ROCM) GED program.   I am thankful for God given a job that helped fund these ministries.  Can't find the energy to attend school board meetings to this date.  Ugh!  Everybody fighting against everybody.  Everybody seeking publicity.  Nobody fighting FOR THE KIDS.   UGH!  Previously, started an after school tutoring program at my son's elementary school.  Tutored every morning at his high school.  That's how much passion the Lord has placed in me to educate.  I cannot participate in NOISE.  

Now my family has decided to step out as directed by the Lord to build a multi-purpose building to house the above activities in addition to ROCM PRAYER BOOTCAMPS, JMI PROFESSIONAL SKILLS INSTITUTE (provide services to individuals, businesses, organizations, etc. 

in the areas of Enhancing Communication Skills, Leadership/Managerial Skills, Employee/Personal Development, ETC.).  ETC ETC ETC ETC ETC.  WHATEVER GOD WANTS ON US TO DO!

I repent for being distracted before those who are keeping me accountable!   The Lord's forgiving spirit has enveloped me!  THANK YOU JESUS!   Pray my strength to do his will, focus only on his will, and to leave the NOISE to those he has anointed and appointed to fight those battles.  

GLORY!  I AM NO WAYS TIRED!  I AM ON THE BATTLEFIELD OF MY LORD!  AMAZING GRACE HOW SWEET THE SOUND!  BECAUSE HE LIVES I CAN FACE TOMORROW!  I'M GONNA LET MY LITTLE LIGHT SHINE!  I CAME ON BUSINESS FOR THE KING!  WORKING FOR MY LORD!

MY DADDY!!!

This girl had the best dad ever.  NOW YOU KNOW I'M THINKING ABOUT HIM RIGHT NOW.  Missing those white trees with royal blue balls.  In addition to concentrating on our academics.  He taught us to ride a bike by first peddling with him on the seat. hahahah He taught how to play baseball AND softball.  Yall should have seen him and my Aunt Sadie running those bases (right Frances Alfred?)  He taught us to bowl (usually bowled Saturday nights til 6 a.m. Sunday morning) (right Julius J. Mitchell Jr. Jeanette Mitchell Lamb Julie Mitchell Jackson Hursey ???).  I actually won IM bowling at WASHU!  Yes  WASHU had a bowling IM! ahahahahahaha  He was the first person to teach me how to drive!  Lord I learned a lot was scared to death initially to drive.  But oh girl would hit the road for any reason. (right??? Carol Howard  Sharron Schuff).  My daddy would Sunday meetings with us for what we did during the week.  We were like daddy whip up, WE CAN'T TAKE ONE MORE OF YOUR LECTURES.  But my dad was a man of wisdom. Those lectures molded us! Right Speedy, Pie & Nette!!!!  Daddy was so funny when he was going to night school to finish his GED (was at the 8th grade level then).  He would CALL HIS SELF correcting our English!  Lord have mercy on his soul.  But his Louisiana background was hard on the English language!  But he was a man who knew the King's English after graduating.  You best believe we were REQUIRED to speak the KING'S ENGLISH!  But of course with Louisiana influence on his and my mom's side, we could speak some BROKEN ENGLISH.  My teachers would ask why didn't I speak like I wrote.  Well, you spoke what you heard!  We spent a lot of town with our grand parents as our parents worked.  YOU DID NOT DATE CORRECT THEM!  You joined in.  Also, in the summer, my daddy believe all God's families should live the weekends on the beach.  AND WE DID!  My mom would be so mad at his when he brought us back - OUR HAIR WAS JACKED UP AND FULL OF SAND!! hahahaha   Lord those were the days.  That's when started to braid our hairs so we could just wash it and return to school the next day looking DECENT.  My my my my I miss Mitch!  ROTFL LOL  RIP DADDY!

UNBELIEVABLE! MY THOUGHTS!

You know when I heard that Pastor Tate had passed, I actually questioned why!!!  I know we are to accept the Lord's way.  But it was so hard to understand why.  He had kidney cancer (which I did not know until after his passing).   As a person diagnosed with Lupus (LSE) in 1975 and have lived all these years.  As a person diagnosed with kidney disease in 1989 and have lived all these years.  As a person diagnosed with colon cancer in 2009 (and no chem after surgery) and lived all these years.  As a person who survived an aorta valve open heart surgery in 2013 and lived all these years.  I KNOW GOD IS A HEALER.  I question why he didn't heal Pastor Tate?  But I know that the flesh rising up.  He has healed me so many times I even thought maybe I had him occupied.  I am now going through a crazy cold.  I know this stinking thinking is so wrong.   I am, through prayer, focusing on whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things. (Phil 4:8).  But I know that even if we don't understand God's decisions, that it is his decision. Rest in Peace my friend!!!!!   

YOU KNOW THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS RACISM! JUST IGNORANT PEOPLE!

Like when you are invited to be the guest speaker at a conference and you asked to clean the tables and refill the pics.

Like when you're in the airport and you are told that they more toilet paper in women's restroom.

Like when your boss tells you to call DC and answer the questions of another agency and the caller says he wants to talk to person who work the packages and you answer, that is me.  The person then says I want to speak to the person who signs the letters of approval, and you answer 'tis I.  Then you finally have to admit to your boss that you don't have the right "accent" for the caller (BECAUSE REALLY, THAT'S ALL IT CAN BE).  Then you are sent to meeting any way to be asked to seek against the wall because the table is reserved for the important people.  You comply.  Then one of those high ranking officials realize you're the only one in the DOD with a successful program and ask you to come sit by him for the remainder of the conference. (OF COURSE THE THOUSANDS OF THINGS LIKE THIS HAS HAPPENED IS BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE JUST IGNORANT).

Like when you go in a store and you followed because you have the wrong "accent" 

(BECAUSE REALLY, THAT'S ALL IT CAN BE).   LORD online shopping is so relaxing.  

Like when people walk into the office and assume you are secretary.  Must have been the 

"accent" 

(BECAUSE REALLY, THAT'S ALL IT CAN BE).  

Like when people have to call the bank when you write a check with all them zeros.  Must be the 

"accent" 

(BECAUSE REALLY, THAT'S ALL IT CAN BE). 

Like when you arrived at a hotel and you're told the housekeeping office on the ground floor.  

Must be the 

"accent" 

(BECAUSE REALLY, THAT'S ALL IT CAN BE). 

Like when packages are delivered and you're asked for the woman of the house to sign for the package AFTER you have delightfully said OH MY IT'S HERE I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS!!!  It's my package!  Thank you!  

Must be the 

"accent" 

(BECAUSE REALLY, THAT'S ALL IT CAN BE). 

Like when you're the only woman and African-American in meeting, and people are shocked to realize that you are the BOSS (supervisor)!  

Must be the 

"accent" 

(BECAUSE REALLY, THAT'S ALL IT CAN BE).   

Like when you let people in your office act as if they were the supervisor because that's all they'd talk to (MUST BE THE ACCENT).  Now was good time because when you're the end of the meeting the person says his boss is at the meeting (HAHAHAHAHA A AHAHAHAHAHAH)!  And they ask who!  Tis I!!!!!!  Boy got to do something about this accent.

Like when you arrive to teach a class at the local college and the students don't realize they're speaking with instructor and wonder if the instructor is going to boring.  I CAN'T MAKE THIS STUFF UP!!!!!!!

Like when you know God is in control and not let this "stuff" bother you for 34+ years.  Without my signature (on many occasions) stuff didn't happen.  But I knew that God was watching me and would frown if I abuse my authority.  BUT YOU HAVE GOT TO ADMIT THAT IS SOME FUNNNNNY STUFF!  HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Man my "accent" has gotten me profiled on so many times (

BECAUSE REALLY, THAT'S ALL IT CAN BE). 

THANKSGIVING FOR 19 DEC 2014

TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY!  Not because Christmas is in the atmosphere, but because we survived another year thriving and in our right mind.  We not only thrived but God has taken us to another level in his Love, Spirit, Peace, Understanding, Soul, Knowledge, Spirit of Servitude & Citizenship, Sanctification, Reconciliation, Acceptance, Forgiveness, Humility, Spiritual Rebirth, Justification, Victory, Faithfulness, Kingdom Living, Anointing, Power, Royalty, Holiness, Work, etc.  READY TO HIGHER!  

This is 3 generations!!!!!!!

The lady on the left, my mom, Janie Mitchell Redmon worked 2 and 3 jobs, lots of overtime to ensure we had a roof or head. Although she was divorced from my dad, they worked together to ensure our success. 

The lady on the left is my baby sister, Jeanette Mitchell Lamb. She and my mom are survivors of CANCER! GLORY! 

The lady in the middle is Jeanette's baby daughter. She one half of our baby twins Javonna Lamb and Jawanna Marie Lamb! She graduated on Dec 13 with a BSRN. Her older brother graduated exactly one week (Dec6) before her with his fourth degree, BS ENGLISH AND PHILOSOPHY! 

NOW YOU KNOW THIS FAMILY IS OFF THE CHAIN. DOESNT TAKE MUCH TO PARTY! BUT THIS WAS A BLESSING FOR US! GLORY! AMEN! GOD IS GOOOD ALL THE TIME! HE KEEPS ON BLESSING US! IN THAT GREAT GETTIN UP MORNING, FARE THEE WELL! MINE EYES HAVE SEEN THE GLORY OF GOD! AMAZING GRACE HOW SWEET THE SOUND! GLORY AMEN

THANKSGIVING FOR 17 DEC 2014:

Today I am so sick.  I slept about 7 hours in the middle of the day on yesterday.  Hardly ever sleep that deep. Usually I nod off and then recover.  I sweat really bad.  My left shoulder was killing me on yesterday.  Felt like I had a full lung of water on Sunday.  Wacky Wacky Wacky!  On Saturday, I was too dizzy to drive home from tutoring.  I called Irv Sr. to come and get me.  THAT'S WHY I AM THANKFUL!  I know a God who will heal me.  I have a family who cares for me.  If I am not feeling well, my son tutors for me, also.  My nephew will come from Huntsville to West Limestone County to see about me.  My mom inquires about my daily.  That's what it take, a village to ensure my sanctity. I AM THANKFUL FOR MY LIFE! The ups and downs have been wonderful in shaping me.

THANKSGIVINGS FOR 13 DEC 2014:

I am so thankful all the people who are MARCHING FOR JUSTICE!  Some say it won't make a difference.  The ministers told Rev Dr Martin Luther King, Jr. the same thing.  But he believed in a God and followed the urging of the Holy Spirit to bring to light atrocities that are occurring in this country.  Unless you are the mother of the Black Boy, you can't imagine what we go through raising them.  Even if they make mistakes, they are still human.  The problem lies at the hands of those who do not help.  It DOES take a village to raise a child.  If you are not a part of the village, you are the problem.  I have always done what I could to help others because I was driven by the Holy Spirit to act.  It so easy to criticize than get involved.  But I AM SO THANKFUL FOR A GOD WHO PROVIDED THE MEANS FOR ME TO HELP WHEN I COULD!  But I truly have to pray because I have angst against those who criticize with no action.  Pray for me sisters and brothers in Christ!  I love you all!

THANKSGIVING FOR 12 DECEMBER 2014

I AM SO THANKFUL!  For the first time in 8 years I was able to get out and shop for gifts for mt BOOBIES #1-5 at Christmas.  Always had to send my family members because of my health.   Thank you Jesus!    I walked and walked!  Glory!  I am thankful for my baby sister (Jeanette Mitchell Lamb).  She had two children to graduate this year:  Rodney Lamb Jr on last Saturday from Athens State University (Athens, Al) and Javonna Lamb on tomorrow from Lamar University (Beaumont, Tx).  She has worked so much overtime to support her children!  GREAT JOB NETTE!  She has four more in college.  With her kids we get a Bar-B-Que EVERY YEAR for the next 4 years!  I am so thankful for all college graduates who have persevered and fought the good fight!  The future of America depends upon on our youth engaging themselves academically.  

THANKSGIVING FOR 11 DECEMBER 2014:

I am so thankful today.  Today was the end of the 2014 Fall Semester at Calhoun Community College.  I served as a Part-Time Laboratory Assistant (Tutor).  It was an enjoyable time!  Meeting new people.  Helping students succeed.  Helping the academic light come on was so EXCITING.  I thank God for my academic gift.  Through all my health issues, I CAN help by being a tutor.   As a tutor, I feel like I am God's servant.  I am so thankful to be chosen to be used by God.  I am thankful that I am doing GREAT physically, mentally, spiritually:  

40 years since being diagnosed with Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (in remission since 2003); 

30 years since birth of the son I was told I would never have, being had Lupus; 

25 years since diagnosis of Lupus Kidney Disease; 

5 years after diagnosis with colon cancer (and no chemo or radiation needed - GLORY!); 

2 years after starting dialysis!

I thank God for this journey.  

From the words of MINISTER MALCOLM SPEED:  When I look back over my life, and I think things over, I can truly say that God has made a way, I'VE GOT A TESTIMONY!!!!!!

THANKSGIVING FOR 9 DECEMBER 2014:

I am so thankful!  Have a lot to be thankful for.  Life is a gift.  The longer I live I love my gift.  I unwrap my gift each day and see what I have received.  I experience all the events of my life as if they are the best gift in the world!  As if this gift of life is the last I will receive.  I praise God everyday for the people he brings into my life.  The wonderful people who enhance my life are energetic and life giving.  The people who are less wonderful are opportunities to test my patience and love.  No matter what a person does we are commanded by Jesus to Love them.  No ifs, ands, or buts about it.  I watch all happening on TV and wonder if all Love those they disagree with.  It is disheartening to see the hate spewed out of the mouths of people who declare they Christians.  We have a higher calling to love.  So I am thankful that I can give unconditional love in spite of my faults.  Thank you Jesus for loving for me and showing me my wicked ways that I must correct!

THANKSGIVING FOR 4 DECEMBER 2014:

I am so thankful for the ability to use my faculties.  I am thankful for in my right mind.   Thankful for food and a roof over my head.  I do not take any of this for granite.  I know of the homeless out in the cold tonight.  I know of the hungry with no food to eat.  I know of the mentally ill left to walk the street.  I know of those who have lost all hope.  I know of those struggling financially.  I know of those caught in a web of drugs.  I know of those who need a healing of their body.  I know of those who want a better job to take care of them and their families.  But, I also know of a Jesus who will have mercy on each.  He will ensure their needs are met.  I know that it may not be on our time.  But he will show up and take care of them.  I know of the Holy Spirit who will comfort them while they traverse their trials.  I pray for them daily.  I thank God for the miracles he has already done and will do in the future.  

THANKSGIVING!

THANKFUL!
I am thankful for having VISIONARY people in my life! To see the will of God and to be willing to move out in accordance with his word! I am so thankful to be back to work at Calhoun after the break. My passion is tutoring! Glory!

THANKSGIVING 3 DEC 2014: So thankful for the journey, the challenges conquered, the tough spiritual muscles developed, and so much more!

THANKSGIVING FOR 29 NOV 2014:

After seeing all the people on Facebook having babies, I am thankful to the Lord for putting my Lupus in remission as I carried my Love, Irvin Lee Isbell Jr!  I know it was God because when I carried him home my Lupus went into a terrible flare.  But God saw fit to give me the strength to care for him.  I attended 99% of his events and was kept by God to cheer for him.  NO matter how sick I was he gave me strength to help him with homework and guide him.  I am so thankful for my son.  He is so compassionate.  I am thankful for the times he lotioned my feet as an elementary kid.  I am thankful as a middle schooler this kid helped cooked when I was sick, even as a high schooler.  I am so thankful as a high schooler he met me every night to help me out of my car upon return from work.  This boy's daddy worked the 3-11 shift and he was the man of the house for that time:  putting out the garbage, locking windows and windows, engaging the alarm, etc.  I AM SO THANKFUL!  I am thankful for my husband, who as a boyfriend, attended my Lupus meetings.  He was a college student but cared enough to learn about the disease.  I am thankful that when it was time to marry, he attended Pre-Cana classes, required for Catholic marriages, while we were in college, one year in advance of our marriage.  He also attended the 6 months marriage counseling sessions required before marriage.  I AM SO THANKFUL!  This man has taken care of me throughout all my illnesses.  He even speaks for me when I can't speak for myself.  I am thankful that he does my dialysis.  I am thankful to have my own private duty nurse.  THANK YOU JESUS!  I AM THANKFUL!

THANKSGIVING FOR 28 NOV 2014.

I am thankful for a day of rest and reflection.  Thankful that I can walk on my own, think clearly, and eat.  I do not take these for granite.  The times without these abilities make (demand) me appreciate them.  I am so thankful for the gift of healing that flows from my belief and patience.  Glory be to the name of the Lord!  I am most thankful for the activists in our communities helping those less fortunate.  Their compassion propel me to continue doing what I can do.  I am thankful for the teachers who do consider their jobs as a ministry.  They give all of themselves to ensure the success of our kids.  I am thankful for the police who do great jobs in our communities.  I was one of those children who benefited from a community program by the Beaumont Texas Police Department.  I am thankful for the pastors, ministers, evangelists, teachers, etc. who listen to the word of God and moves out at his directions, no matter how hard.  I am so thankful for single moms who try to fill the two roles in the family while working two to three jobs.  They do their best with all exhaustion and still bear criticism with dignity.  I am so thank for the dads who MAN UP and do their jobs, also working multiple jobs to provide for their families.  I am truly thankful for friends who are ride or die friends.  They chastise when need, encourage me when I'm down, cheer me on when I'm up and pray for me daily.  LOVE YOU ALL.  I HAVE A LOT TO BE THANKFUL FOR!

Thankful!

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THANKFUL!

Donald Lawrence & The Tri-City Singers - Encourage Yourself http://youtu.be/JbEaftzaFWA

This song is so true.  Sometimes the burdens of life are too much and we need to ENCOURAGE OURSELVES.

I encourage myself by thinking of all the things God has done for me and the things he has brought me through.

I know I could have not made it thus far, but God has brought me a mighty long way

MY SOUL LOOKS BACK AND WONDER HOW I GOT OVER!

Hope my testimony encourages someone.   JMI

MY SOUL LOOKS BACK

AND WONDER

HOW I GOT OVER

THIS TOO SHALL PASS!

2 Corinthians 4: 17-18 "For our light and momentary troubles 

are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.  

So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen,

 since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."

KJV – King James Version

Through many dangers, toils and snares

I have already come;

'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far

and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.

His word my hope secures.

He will my shield and portion be,

As long as life endures.

1975, Systemic Lupus Erythematosus.  

1989, Lupus Kidney Disease

Chemo, Intravenously: 1998-2001, Tablet:  2001-present

     Too much at first,  feet black, wheel chair, crutches

Dec 2009, Diagnosed with Colon Cancer, colon resection, NO CHEMO REQUIRED, TRANSFUSION 

2011,  Fistula installed in arm. 

2012, Fistulagram, Internal Bleeding

Started Dialysis, Dec 12, 2012. 

In center was not goood

Started home Hemo training, January 2013

started home Hemo 

June 6, 2013, hospitalized, catheter put bacteria in my blood

June 14, 2013, hospitalized, Open Heart Surgery, Aorta Valve Replacement.  

July 7, 2013, Gall Bladder surgery, Stayed longer in hospital longer than open heart surgery, TRANSFUSION   

Was really tired, so RETIRED Jan. 31, 2014

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,

And mortal life shall cease,

I shall possess within the veil,

A life of joy and peace.

STARTED FULL TIME AS TUTOR

August 18, 2014, Started work as MATH LAB ASSISTANT for CALHOUN CC

Now I have 6 grand babies!

Amazing Grace Lyrics

John Newton (1725-1807)

Stanza 6 anon.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,

That saved a wretch like me.

I once was lost but now am found,

Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.

And Grace, my fears relieved.

How precious did that Grace appear

The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares

I have already come;

'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far

and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.

His word my hope secures.

He will my shield and portion be,

As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,

And mortal life shall cease,

I shall possess within the veil,

A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years

Bright shining as the sun.

We've no less days to sing God's praise

Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,

That saved a wretch like me.

I once was lost but now am found,

Was blind, but now I see.

5 GED PRACTICE TESTS

http://www.gedtestingservice.com/educators/freepracticetest

Lupus causing very dry eys!

Ugh!!!!!! 

Just really tired!

MY THOUGHTS - SATURDAY, 08-02-2014

Wow!  I have not written on my blogs for awhile.

Time for me to get a routine.

Lots going on in North Alabama.

Education systems all messed up!

Huntsville City Schools is fighting desegregation laws.

Ministers fighting the wrong battle!

So busy fighting being disrespected than trying to setup GED prep programs for those in their congregants.

Lord have mercy!

I am so sick and tired meetings and arguing that lead to nothing positive and productive.

That's why I don't go!

Have really joined the t-shirt society as a retiree!

Really have no desire to dress up any more. 

Must admit in 2007, the new environment threw me into a dressy pants and tops modes.

No more two-piece suits, just for meetings.

No they are official in the back bedroom.

Not wearing anytime soon.

I have spent a lot of time trying to get a part-time job.

Want to work, but short hours.

I just don't want the daily grind.

hahahaa hahahahah ahahahahah

Calhoun CC on many occasions.

Limestone County Schools

Want to get my 5th year Education Masters, but you have to have a district request you.

So sent my name to 4 districts, no bites.   UGGGHHHH!

Probably only save that for their full-time employees.

I will have start over and do another Bachelors degree.

Have to take the -olgies:  Biology, Sociology, Philosophy, etc.   hah ahahahahha hahahaha

I AM SLOWING DOWN.

I have worked numerous hours tutoring.

Searching for additional work to help the students.

Ensuring they get everything in on time.

It has been exhausting!

But, I have learned that I have to be a Moses as he was instructed Jethro!

Absolutely tooooo busy!!!!!

ALL FOR NOW!

JMI

JUSTICE SOUND. Jamaican Gospel Mix # 2. Guidance & Healing Edition, Jama...

"God Can" - Dottie Peoples

More Than Anything - Lamar Campbell and Spirit Of Praise

FB POST ON JUNE 20, 2014

FAMILY LOVE! When we had the bad tornado come through northern Alabama in April, I was dialyzing and tooooooo sick to leave my dialysis chair, less on my house! My family was so mad that we all didn't leave and go to the home i own in Huntsville Al. But my soul was at rest, and I sat in the chair and watched the trees sway and the rain and wind blow. BUT MY FAMILY STAYED WITH ME! Although in closets. HOW MANY OF YOU ALL LOVE YOUR FAMILY ENOUGH TO SUPPORT THEIR DECISIONS, although crazy ones!!!!!???????

THE DIALYSIS WAIT!

I get up enthused for life saving dialysis! But after about 2 hours, I'M READY TO GET OFF! I only have 54 minutes to go! I AM SLOWLY LEARNING PATIENCE! GLORY! JMI

GOOD MORNING WORLD!!!!!!! ANOTHER DAY!!!!!

ANOTHER DAY!

No longer REAL THIRSTY!

I use the crave at least a gallon of water per day!

i could not eat without drinking a lot.

I would feel like i was choking with following up each bite with water.

I would base my tip on how well they would give my water glass full.

NOW, I have no desire for fluids.

Know this not good.

I need water to cleanse my body!

Praying for direction!

JMI

Praise Is What I Do - William Murphy

Donald Lawrence & The Tri-City Singers - Encourage Yourself

3 weeks of not feeling well, UGH! Sick & tired of being sick & tired.

Ugh!

Can't figure out what is wrong with me.

BP HAS BEEN LOW.  ON THE WAY BACK UP.

Lightheaded, dizzy, unbalanced mobility, legs feel full, back hurts, hips hurt, eyed are super dry, throat and nose intermittently inflamed, site is fuzzy along peripheral vision, shoulders sore, spine behind breast hurt, etc.

Went to ER.  nothing wrong according to BLOOD WORK, CAT SCAN, ETC.........

Made an appointment to see NEPHROLOGIST, ONCOLOGIST, RHEUMATOLOGIST, ETC......

I can only sit and sleep comfortably in my dialysis chair.   

Since my aorta valve replacement, can't lie down flat comfortably.  

Too tired to go to chiropractor, but I've paid for a year already.

Have auto withdrawals with Wellness center.  Irv won't go unless I go.

Got to get back into the gym.

Too tired to go to beautician.  Can't sit up that long to have hair done.

I have had insomnia on numerous occasions.

Better if I change my hormone patch twice weekly.  I should never forget.  It pops up on my calendar.  But tooooooo tired to move.   GOAL:  DO BETTER!

I should be use to the process of the doctors taking a year to figure out what's wrong.

Before 12/12/2012, EVERYTHING pain or ache was blamed on my LUPUS.

Now on my dialysis!

I have to do my own medical research to assist the doctors.   So tired!

I have been 

(1). looking for part time jobs, OPM screwed up my Check!  Ugh!

(2)  searching for contracts to provide tutoring (Math & Science Academy, Inc. (MSA)

Have had lots of work lately.

Staying up all night meeting obligations!

MUST STOP!  Not good for my health!

But, some vets want our services but can't use us because we are not an approved Veterans Admin contract.

(3)'promoting my Stores

Gadgets Just For You

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Just a Cup Will Do

http://astore.amazon.com/justacupwilldo-20

House of Fun!

http://astore.amazon.com/houseoffun-20

For Your Home

http://astore.amazon.com/forhome-20

Isbells' Automotive 

http://astore.amazon.com/isbellsauto-20

JMI Books, Books, Books and Books

http://astore.amazon.com/jmibooks-20

(4) searching for building for my school (Janice Mitchell Isbell Academy, Inc. (JMIA))

Preferably to put on my property.

Will put in new drive way

(5) working in the ministry

Higher Dimensions in Prayer Ministry

Redemption Outreach Community Ministries GED Program

St. Joseph Catholic Church Choir and Reader

Ministering on Facebook, Twitter & MySpace

Love preaching and teaching.

Want to set up a tent in my front yard for a revival!

Want to set up meditation spots on property.

(6) enjoying all the wonderful time spent with my grand children 

Boobies:  Candy, Tre, Manny, CC, Millie!

(7) deciding on volunteer work.  Druthers are

Tutoring at Tanner and Athens High School

Reading in nursing homes

(8) making changes to house and property

Deciding on lawn furniture, lanai, deck, 

Tents for my boobies.  Tre says I need two.  One for the girls and one for the boys.  Smiles!

Time for camp outs!

Plants and Flowers

Picnic area for grills

Plant evergreen trees along property south border

Plant rose bushes across front of property, east border

(9) trying to grow my public speaking business, JMI PROFESSIONAL SKILLS INSTITUTE (JMIPSI)

http://jmi.freeservers.com

(10) remembering to write in my blogs

RECLAIMING HIGH SCHOOL DROPOUTS

http://jmitutor.blogspot.com/

MY LUPUS JOURNEY

http://jmirenal.blogspot.com/ 

GADGETS JUST 4 U!

http://gadgetsjust4U.blogspot.com/ 

(11) Finishing voice over for my videos for my YouTube channels

MSA

JMI PSI

(12) contemplating the use of RIDX in our septic system. Have been think about this for about 2 years.  Some of the guys I work with do not use it, but THE COMMERCIALS!  Hmmmmmmm!

Sister used bleach this past week.  Lady who sold us the house said not to use bleach.

Forget to tell her.  Hope no harm to bacteria in septic tank.

(13) Researching the options to becoming a certified teacher.

The alsde.gov is a labyrinth!

ALL FOR NOW! 

As you can see not sure how I got things done while working full time.

JUST JESUS!

Sincerely for today!

JMI

http://www.janiceisbell.com

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