Very nauseous today!
Every move is a calculated 8-count.
I try everyday to see the goodness of getting up and going to work.
I know that when dialysis begins I will feel better.
But I know my God can heal me now if it is his will.
It appears I only journal when I am feeling bad.
That's when I have to talk to myself and the Lord more.
I must bring his promises to my memory so I know the real reason I keep putting one foot in front of the other.
I think back to a friend who died of kidney failure (Carolyn Flood) and how she must have felt coming to work everyday.
The distances she had to walk between buildings pales in comparison to what I have to do.
I am encouraged by her fight until the very end.
And so I keep on the battlefield for my Lord as a living testament to his grace and mercy.
He is a good God. I know brighter days are ahead.
I keep songs in my heart to remind me - God never fails!
He abides in me! He gives me victory! God never fails!
Thank you Jesus for the song writers who take your words and so eloquently put them to music as a message for our hearts.
We have a fundraiser a work for chair massages.
But I am not sure if my muscles are beyond sore. Sometimes I just hurt in my muscles.
But would love to get a massage. H AHAH AH HAHA HAHAH
Have to complete my Annotated bibliography so I may wrap us my literature review.
ALL FOR NOW! I am recharged to face what ever comes my way!
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