Much better now

Last night was so tough!   I went to work for ~5 hours on yesterday.  Had to walk to IT so they can reset my blackberry.  My hips cramped so bad!   Had to to sit in the conference room, in the dark of course, until my cramps subsided.  Then went to bathroom.   My hips cramped again so bad I could not use the bathroom.   So I sat there until I could get myself together.  Walked back yo my desk only to really need some water.  So I crippled walk to the break room to get a cup of ice and buy bottle of water.  I had to keep rocking side to side to keep the hip cramps in check.  Man I really know my decision to retire is RIGHT!  Have to take care of myself and get to the gym. For God's sake, I have free gyms at work, that I can use after retirement!  Been watching a lot of tennis.  I have a cold that's lasted two weeks.  I sit in this dialysis chair all day.  I did walk for 2 days, once to the mailbox.  That's a good walk to work out my new aorta valve!  The bottoms of my feet burn so bad.  It's as if I am walking bone on the floor, with no meat padding under foot.  Such a funny description, but that's how I feel.  I cough a lot, also.  But trying to let orange juice clear up the phelm in my nasal passages and chest.  But then I have severe gout pains in my left thumb joint at the hand.  Lord have mercy!  Sweat back my hair every night!  KNOW I AM RAMBLING, but this is how my thoughts are coming out!  You can look at my pic and tell I am whipped.  I threw up all my dinner last night after dialysis!  Man I believe I am taking off too much every night.....1 kilo.  Will start drinking more water during day.  I mostly drink cranberry juice and orange juice when I am at home. About to go to store and get some bottled water.  

Interrupted by phone call.  I spend my every wake hour trying to solve my family's problems.   Lord when I graduate?  All for now!

Thank you Lord for all you do and don't do for me.  Love how you comfort me in my time of need!  

Glory! Hallelulia! Thank you Jesus!