Our God is a good God and a just God. I thank him for Grace, and Mercy. I thank God for Dialysis. The feeling you have before you do on dialysis is horrible. You can't sleep. You're super tired. You are unable to stand comfortably for more than 30 seconds. You feel like your body is dying minute by minute. Your body is full of trash your kidneys should have filtered out of your blood. You wake up early because you really did not sleep. You go to work - putting one foot before the other. Your mind is hampered and your thinking is slow or non-existent. But when your numbers reach a certain low you are put on dialysis. This machine cleans your blood as prescribed by your doctor. I was still going to work. Started dialyzing in December 2012. But finally retired in January 2014. In-center dialysis was so harsh on me! Ugh!!! I started home hemodialysis in February 2013. I now dialyze Monday through Friday evenings 6-10 p.m. Therefore my whole life is rearranged. Hard for me to do anything on those evenings. If I am severely tired and I miss a night I always make it up on Saturday nights. But I am able to lead a comfortable life. It is nowhere near perfect. I am still tired but I manage as I did when I was wrecked with active Lupus. I thank God for strength! I thank him for leading me and helping me walk one step at a time and picking me up when needed! AMEN!
THANK YOU JESUS! GLORY! ALLELUIA!
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