No tutoring this weekend. In both Saturday and Sunday, except for church on Saturday night. I am putting forth much more effort to change my diet to match those recommended for persons with chronic kidney disease. I had two things I wanted to do but lacked any motivation due to my tiredness. Am over my fear in regard to my fistula. God has kept me thus far and I can't expect anymore than what he promised. I thank him for finding me worthy of this journey. I believe in healing but do believe my faith way (just as others before me) is a testament to God. He takes nothing and makes something. I believe the fact that after approximately 30 years I was able to stop taking prednisone. I thank God for that. I thank him for keeping me when I had colon cancer. I thank him for helping the doctors diagnose this after a year of suffering. I thank him for getting me through many surgeries. I always rise from the ashes. He is a good God!
Do miss that I can't just take off work and be with my grandkids. Too exhausted. But I am focusing more on my diet. It is hard to find a diet for CKD, gluten free, no dairy, no chocolate, etc etc etc etc. Must be low in phosphorus also. Hmmmmm a lot to contemplate but I do believe God is always on time. Have many exercise buddies and so now no excuse not to exercise. Time again for my annual colonoscopy. URG! But a woman's got to do what a woman's got to do. Better safe than sorry. Now their telling me my teeth may come out due to gum disease. UGH! But I will roll with the punches. THANK U JESUS FOR HOPE FOR TOMORROW AND STRENGTH FOR TODAY!
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